shaz-azla

*Mariah Carey n Usher-How much I love u playin..*

Hmm..believe it or not..dah masuk 3 weeks kita raya, time rili flies rite?..sib baik dh abes pose 6..so sudahkah kita habes bermaaf-maafan? Hmm *frowning*..browsed tru my cuz’s profile n saw a rili “nice” shout-out by his fwen “ kepada sesapa yg suka kutuk n carik psl ngn org..then baru nk mntk maaf maser raya leyh gi mampos!!” woooo…

Karma?-hmm tatau la, but da cup league sume dh start balik..so Kurik will be pretty much occupied wit da games..hmm, feel kinda left out la gak coz futbol is like his 1^st gf..neway, x pe la cyg..lets juz hope our babies nnti jd superb futbolerz..

Hmm..yesterday waz colloq day for path-anat..n it wuz a rili beautiful day..Y?.bcoz da whole class failed da writing test..hahahaha!! dunno la..not enuff prep? maybe, but my rumate been studying like hell since Sunday (me? mlm selasa tuh baru nk swallow evrything), xde skema soklan? Pergh bukan naik kaya si fakrul jd tokey xerox skema senior..path-phys coloq syndrome? Huh..so wats da prob? Language kot..No!!-language is da main prob!!

Ok2..so Sheikh safely landed on earth last Saturday..Yeay?! but then when people starts post mortem-ing da whole programme…some points rili worth to ponder gak la like y take da yo-yo for testing again in da space (when it’s been done prev by prev astronouts who went there?) then bout da 10 days-scientific experiments..(which actually takes months n years to get da results)..babe, when I was about to do my M.Sc..one of da reasons I dowan to cont wuz bcoz of da time it takes juz to cultivate da cancer cells..they call it Tissue Culture-I call it Tissue Torture..have to passage (pronounced as “pasaj”) da cell to make sure it grows only in one layer (man dat at least take 2 hours!!) one layer..Exposure to UV rays in da laminar flow..(Caused a hassle in HUSM Emergency Unit bcoz of it) then da possibility of contamination-arghhhh!! Esp when Dr.Karimah masuk lab..waaa…only da peeps in Craniofacial Lab knows it (*wink*wink*..respect la u guys!!)..

Oh ya n y a doc? Mayb bcoz our fwen who said tis is an engineer..but kinda true rite? It’s not like da hunk can build a rocket when he gets back in Mesia..so next, Faez wanna manoever Soyuz?..hmm but balik nnti he’ll still be working wit da dental chair rite? hmm we should rili send engineers la (like my kurik? Hehe)..so dat they can rili materialize wat they learn from da programme n contribute to da country rite?..but then again those other candidates failed da qualification test..only these 2 made it..so how? Bukan salah ibu mengandung..

Been chatting wit instink81, don’t get me wrong..he’s like my big bro..buying a car under the Professional scheme..n dem they get dicounts 50-60K for cars they r buying..(it’s like da gov’s way to lure our profesionals overseas to come back n work in mesia)-see it’s not all bad having to do on-calls during winter n getting paid in 6x in ₤ (bro, u kiddin’me?)..so Russian graduates? Wanna work overseas? HAHA!!

Oh, tonite wuz 7-14’s night out..been a long time coz eventhough share da same toilet ..(cant rili use da “ duduk sebumbung” thing ere rite?)..went no other than Simbad (well dats da nearest we could think of going out in da middle of da week)..kinda miss syaurma laa since Karina banckrupt (I alwiz mixed up syaurma n masyrut now..nape ntah)..hmm biler pegi Simbad ni..one big problemo..(shaz, wat were u thinking?)

“Goodbye my almost lover,
Goodbye my hopeless dream,
I’m trying not to think about you,
Cant u juz let me be?”

Sowi, but I love my baby..

Hmm..my baby gave me tis song from Once movie he watched during his flight back to Frankfurt..he said the movie wuz so so jer but the songs were marv!!..I read reviews about da movie-A small movie wit a big heart they say etc..so Falling Slowly is a reply from him to my prev entry..(bcoz Kurik tak main laa friendster n bende2 yg sewaktu dgnnye..typical ol-skool as wat Dora would have said)

Glen Hansard - Falling Slowly Lyrics

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We’ve still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You’ve made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I’ll sing along

Thanx again sayang..

Hmm..wuz re-organizing my ever messy drawer..getting rid of da old cd’s I cant even remember where I got it from..then I found tis old cd..auncle aki gave me-pics mase bday sarah..pics mase da last raya before I came here..hmm then some songs from ain laa..1 track rili caught my attention. Searched da net for da lyrics by B’yu..but could’nt find da complete one..so these are da words that I could decifer (haha) from what I hear..got all mellow listening to it..I dedicate it to my sayang..KURIK!! (aint gonna disclose his real name here for unnecessary attention..)

B’yu-Kaulah Segalanya

Kau merubah segala..cinta yg ku damba..

Kehadiran dirimu..menyinari mekar semula hatiku,

Kaulah segalanya..yang menyinar hidup ku kasih,

Hanya satunya..yang kucintai..

Hulur tangan mu kasih..sambut cintaku,

Jangan tinggalkan daku sorg diri..tak sanggup lagi dilukai,

Maaf kan daku..jika kau tahu,

Peristiwa yg pernah ku alami dulu..

Aku tahu betapa pahit mu..menerima sejarah hidupku.

Kaulah segalanya..yang menyinar hidupku kasih,

Hanya satunya…yg kucintai,

Sambutlah cintaku..jangan kau pergi dari sisiku,

Cintaku padamu..Ikhlas sejati.                                                             

Thank you sayang..

Hmm..anticholinergic drugs + cholinergic antagonist..classification blah3x..(fingers dancing smoothly on da keybored..when suddenly)..OMG da four docs are walking down da hall way again..and da music automatically diverted my focus from da book to da screen n then..stucked on to it..who could resist (well at least I know-I CANT!!)-House M.D..(shaz, u sajer carik nahas)..da song n da strut by da four docs alwiz makes me feel as if I’m being paged in..24hrs on call..haha(perasan!!)…but still Pharmaco td-with no mistakes hehe!!

Oh, Patphys colloq tomolo!! so path-anat lect n ruski? to go or not to go? Last week kantoi ngn Shemmy..dunno wats gotten into him n his gang..buat Ops terjah room to room.."I think u sleep" haha wat a command of English for a Vice Dean..(Well peeps tis is indeed-Russia).

Yeay..today Kurik smpi

Frankfurt

..terus gi class ek cyg? So sorry tak sempat wish good bye n safe journey bcoz..(I woke up late cyg-soooowi!!) called his house, sis ckp dh gerak to airport..sob sob (kata nk gerak peh maghrib?!-apela..) Balik from settle hygiene wit da crazy Ali..Syai terus scream-"K.shaz, Kurik Online!!" Yeay!!

It’s Hari Raya rite? so dats y people ask for forgiveness..(well at least, dats da best time to ask for it)

..if not tis time of da year when then? I think I did wat I should do..da rest is-SOLELY UP TO THEM..yea I dun expect things to change overnight..wait a minute-dun care n dun mind..I got My family-Kurik-My own circle of friends..(though they r not ere) so my heart n mind are pretty much occupied.

quote from an unqualified ustazah last nite-“let it be Shaz, treat them like small kids..coz they are indeed da adik2s..

ur

da big sis..” (huhu)..and again Tok Mek kata “tak payah tunggu buat salah baru nk mntk maaf”-Tok Mek my angel ..sayang Tok Mek!!

It’s 3^rd Syawal n it’s snowing..(actually 1^st Syawal arituh pun ade lil’ bit but so sekejap)..Well, Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri-Maaf Zahir dan Batin..Made a lot of free calls to

Malaysia

..thnx to Voip haha!! My Mum, sis n bro ronda sakan umah all of my uncles n aunties smpi 3am in da morning..(hmm, gud to hear dat) n my Dad? Alahai bawak diri balik kg sorg diri..emo plak org tua tuh tis Raya. Then called Aisyah n Tok Mek..wished them Selamat Hari Raya..n Tok Mek mintak maaf wit me..i wuz like..Tok Mek, tok mek xde buat salah ngn saya…skali she said..tak yah tunggu buat salah baru nak mntak maaf..WAAAAA!! suddenly she made me realize sumthing..(apa ek?!)..

Mangkuk’s bday wuz on da 11^th –HEPI BDAY CHIP-PAN-ZI!!..n he told me dat our old friend is going to be a daddy soon..hmm, congratz lerr!!

Cuba

family’s XY superiority tradition..opsss, shaz..sila berhati2 di jalan raya k…(haha)

Oh, da day before dat, as expected, Syeikh Muzaphar shooted to ISS-made the nation proud..but sowi I had a lecture to attend..so I juz caught the video on youtube later after dat..Heard dat Dr.Faez will be going too next yr..ok laa tuh kan.-PROUD TO BE MALAYSIAN!!..and thnx to them again, tis yrs raya menu at da embassy got an extra additional touch..Rost Lamb with rice..(seems like plof jer to me)..but ok laa..n full media coverage of our raya celebration haha..I wuz giving salam ending da raya prayer n da vid camera wuz exactly under my nose..isk. x khusyuk semayang aku..(perasan!!)

Other than dat, have u seen Petronas 2007 raya ad? Waaa..rili made me cry laa..thank God syaireen duk sebelah..so cover la sket..Nape ek? Y must all raya ads be very sad? Except for da stupid proton

pontianak

one laa..(haha)….ok 0-0!!

p/s: Kueh Tart Ruby sedap..like seriously (tis ad is free!! hehe)

Huhu..still pissed off over Maybank coz they charged me almost 100usd for with-drawing 1000usd..When I checked da receipt I wuz like-WTF!! Called Maybank call centre and da best explaination they could come up wuz-“currency rate kot cik?” hello, my lil cousin could think of sumthing better than dat..now I have to transfer my money via maybank2u to Ruby’s to get a standard service charge rate..but still!!

balik dr Library my internet connection dh ok..

Then bukak utusan online..they will only announce the name of da 1st Msian cosmonaut 4hrs before departure..frankly I kesian kt Faiz..coz obviously Sheikh is da one going..but we being typical Msian..wannabe very tact..dowana hurt peoples feeling..takpe la

kan

Talk about being tact..x abes2 ker Toy-R-Us kid sorg ni..(u owe a lot to Dora-Dora will surely nag me for doing tis..)

Does pressing the button “accept friend request” and then lured by the “view my blog” button which screams “read-me read me” considered stalking? (huh, u tell me)

Now, which part of any of my entries spells her name?..Luhh-aahh-yuuuh (wats her name again?) seriously I wanna know…details plz!! so dat tis could end..coz sfrankly I have no time to deal wit tis post high school fame syndrome…

Yerp, I read hers and I know she definitely reads mine..cmni la adik yg x berapa chomel..I know it’s getting fun n could be more exciting if we could this on YM

kan

(Oh ya, saw dat column too..-BRAVO?!)

p/s : u know wat to do..(can u stand on ur own now..no need for “abg” to dukung rite?)

Hmm..it’s Sunday again..tomorrow comes Monday. Hmm those 3 horror days cycle will start again..pharmaco test, patphys test n patan test..in a way it keeps me glued to da books..xde la last minute nnti pengsan nk baca summer..frankly I like pat-phys coz I adore Physio..patan? hmm so so..takper la xde nota senior pun..kalau bolot summer tp x baca pun x guna gak

kan

Man, tis Saturday kita raya ek? Hmm excited? Bese jer kot..Raya has lost it’s Magic over me ever since my grandma passed away 12 yrs ago..since then, raya is like family gathering biasa..lgpun I dun get much duit raya lately-coz dh tua..haha!! But I still bersyukur pada tuhan coz I still have my parents..n hopefully they live long until I get married n my babies (babies? Perghh!!) can then pau their grandparents duit raya plak haha

Well tonite Papa Ikram balik mesia for Good..bestnyer!! rase cm nk ikut jer..tp grow up shaz-u wanna be a doc rite? So stay..

hmm..arini rajin plak call2 org-mentang2 freee!!..called my house maser dekat nk buka-my mum n sis bz in da kitchen..my dad answered da fon, they’ve adopted some more kittens..hmm teruk la mak nk jaga dak2 tuh..wished them hepi berbuka then called mangkuk’s house, his mum ckp he went out for berbuka..huhu dgn saper ek? ngn da one

kan

lah tuh..jealous? maybe..lil bit laa..but I’ve moved on la..Called my dearest lil cousin Sarah..she got exam tomorrow..mummy sarah pun samer pening pale..coz esok BM-karangan..n its like a family trend plak now..we all suxx in karangan!! n Sarah goes to GIS..lg lah x reti ckp melayu anak mat saleh celup sorg tuh..huhu!!

Then today get to end my one year cravings for Seth’s curry..seriously, have u tasted it..cm curry mamak laa..(sumtimes I wonder, wat’s his secret agaknye..x basuh tgn kot?! huhu)..tp mmg heaven laa..

Kurik will be going back to

Frankfurt

..(sayang, wat we’re u thinking?) I’m not being selfish here, I’m happy dat he’ll be able to celebrate raya wit his family after 3 yrs x balik..but dgr sore jer everyday..n usually I get to talk to him only after he comes back from terawih..n by dat time he’ll be terribly sleepy..waaaa sedeyh!! N da next morning biler dier online..I plak yg x bgn tdo lagi..isk2 LDR consequences..

I guess dats it for now..nothing much to say..gotta get bck to pharmaco ni..tata!!

p/s: dissapointed izit? haha..get over it la babe!!