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Huhu..still pissed off over Maybank coz they charged me almost 100usd for with-drawing 1000usd..When I checked da receipt I wuz like-WTF!! Called Maybank call centre and da best explaination they could come up wuz-“currency rate kot cik?” hello, my lil cousin could think of sumthing better than dat..now I have to transfer my money via maybank2u to Ruby’s to get a standard service charge rate..but still!!

balik dr Library my internet connection dh ok..

Then bukak utusan online..they will only announce the name of da 1st Msian cosmonaut 4hrs before departure..frankly I kesian kt Faiz..coz obviously Sheikh is da one going..but we being typical Msian..wannabe very tact..dowana hurt peoples feeling..takpe la

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Talk about being tact..x abes2 ker Toy-R-Us kid sorg ni..(u owe a lot to Dora-Dora will surely nag me for doing tis..)

Does pressing the button “accept friend request” and then lured by the “view my blog” button which screams “read-me read me” considered stalking? (huh, u tell me)

Now, which part of any of my entries spells her name?..Luhh-aahh-yuuuh (wats her name again?) seriously I wanna know…details plz!! so dat tis could end..coz sfrankly I have no time to deal wit tis post high school fame syndrome…

Yerp, I read hers and I know she definitely reads mine..cmni la adik yg x berapa chomel..I know it’s getting fun n could be more exciting if we could this on YM

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(Oh ya, saw dat column too..-BRAVO?!)

p/s : u know wat to do..(can u stand on ur own now..no need for “abg” to dukung rite?)

Hmm..it’s Sunday again..tomorrow comes Monday. Hmm those 3 horror days cycle will start again..pharmaco test, patphys test n patan test..in a way it keeps me glued to da books..xde la last minute nnti pengsan nk baca summer..frankly I like pat-phys coz I adore Physio..patan? hmm so so..takper la xde nota senior pun..kalau bolot summer tp x baca pun x guna gak

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Man, tis Saturday kita raya ek? Hmm excited? Bese jer kot..Raya has lost it’s Magic over me ever since my grandma passed away 12 yrs ago..since then, raya is like family gathering biasa..lgpun I dun get much duit raya lately-coz dh tua..haha!! But I still bersyukur pada tuhan coz I still have my parents..n hopefully they live long until I get married n my babies (babies? Perghh!!) can then pau their grandparents duit raya plak haha

Well tonite Papa Ikram balik mesia for Good..bestnyer!! rase cm nk ikut jer..tp grow up shaz-u wanna be a doc rite? So stay..

hmm..arini rajin plak call2 org-mentang2 freee!!..called my house maser dekat nk buka-my mum n sis bz in da kitchen..my dad answered da fon, they’ve adopted some more kittens..hmm teruk la mak nk jaga dak2 tuh..wished them hepi berbuka then called mangkuk’s house, his mum ckp he went out for berbuka..huhu dgn saper ek? ngn da one

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lah tuh..jealous? maybe..lil bit laa..but I’ve moved on la..Called my dearest lil cousin Sarah..she got exam tomorrow..mummy sarah pun samer pening pale..coz esok BM-karangan..n its like a family trend plak now..we all suxx in karangan!! n Sarah goes to GIS..lg lah x reti ckp melayu anak mat saleh celup sorg tuh..huhu!!

Then today get to end my one year cravings for Seth’s curry..seriously, have u tasted it..cm curry mamak laa..(sumtimes I wonder, wat’s his secret agaknye..x basuh tgn kot?! huhu)..tp mmg heaven laa..

Kurik will be going back to

Frankfurt

..(sayang, wat we’re u thinking?) I’m not being selfish here, I’m happy dat he’ll be able to celebrate raya wit his family after 3 yrs x balik..but dgr sore jer everyday..n usually I get to talk to him only after he comes back from terawih..n by dat time he’ll be terribly sleepy..waaaa sedeyh!! N da next morning biler dier online..I plak yg x bgn tdo lagi..isk2 LDR consequences..

I guess dats it for now..nothing much to say..gotta get bck to pharmaco ni..tata!!

p/s: dissapointed izit? haha..get over it la babe!!

After a never ending wait of shipping process, FINALLY mangkuk decided dat he aint gonna wait no more..aint even gonna wait for da Oriental-Chinese set no more bcoz somebody from da press dh masuk line..so mangkuk will juz settle with a porcelain set from da States..

History-Porcelain was named after its resemblance to the white, shiny cowry, called in old Italian porcella (little pig), because the curved shape of its upper surface resembles the curve of a pig’s back. Properties associated with porcelain include low permeability (hahahaha!!), high strength, hardness, glassiness, high durability, whiteness, translucence, resonance, brittleness, high resistance to the passage of electricity, high resistance to chemical attack, high resistance to thermal shock and high elasticity-

Well, lets juz hope dat mangkuk will have a purrrfect birthday celebration with da new set on porcelain on the table, plenty of fattening food n no worries bout cholesterol etc.any disease u name it-seriously..coz we’ve got a future neurosurgeon in da house..aint nothing gonna beat dat rite? Oh ya, dun forget da “I’m da one whose gonna love u more” track by Celine Dion..damn! it’s gonna be an unforgetable evening..

Of coz dessert spoon (d.s) would feel sad when mangkuk admitted da news..but d.s has to learn to let go rite?!..after all, d.s now has da famous Bavarian Vanilla Cream dessert to dip into..DA ONE for d.s!! so buhbye mangkuk n good luck with da brainy.

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Yes peeps, I’m now offically blogging from my humble room in

Moscow

..had enuff of mum’s cooking,bugging my mum at nites to sleep wit me(huhu sian my dad), seafood, family re-unionS (Alex n Nicky balik tis year as alwiz), friend’s re-unionS, practical here n there, seafood, playing wit my catz-esp Rosie (gemok giler!! she likes me to massage her) n dates wit Kurik!!..well at least enuff to get me going here for another 10 months..c ya guys again next yr!!

Hmm 3 days before my flight..felt groggy giler. I’ve been having tis syndrome ever since SMKAKS era lg..dat wuz da worst la. Everytime nk balik hostel, nk balik KMS, even nk balik UKM-ohh MAN!! Now balik

Moscow

plak..demit! If possible nk aje I pindah Frankfurt.but then nnti kena masuk 1^st yr la plak balik n learn Deutsch la plak. Russian pun kantoi..My mum ckp “Dearest little naughty good hearted one..no more little..a women now”..so have to think wisely..tis is wat I chose..so I’ll finish it.

On DA day..everything went smoothly..got everything on da list packed in my bag. Before buka Dora called..she asked me to pray for Rafiq-he was not in a good condition-I did. After buka, performed my prayers n when I wuz done (at about 9.30pm)..checked my phone- 2 missed calls from Dora…eh, pesal plak ni? Hello..(she wuz crying…babe, nape ni? Then she told me da news..dat Mohd Rafiq Danish had passed away at 8.15pm td…Innalillah. I’ve only met him twice..so pure n innocent..at da same time he was suffering but u could rili see his struggle to be alive..he’s such a strong boy..I admire his courage n he’s not even 1 y/o..dat made me cry!! All I can do now is juz pray that he’s placed among da angels..my condolences to Dora’s family..Al-Fatihah for baby Rafiq..

Then departured at 12.55 am 17^th Sept from KLIA..bid gud bye to my parents. My bro n sis didn’t follow coz they have to go to work da nxt day…shed some tears laa. Smpi dhubai at 4.am local time..flight in another 5 hours..melanguk la duk kt epot tuh until Ayah Jalalluddin Hassan n another famous ustaz..used to come out in da TV often..but I couldn remember his name..they were passing us by..then when they looked at us..I nodded my head..they straight away came to us..n tanye..”Malaysian?..yes, hehe..n tanye nk gi mane, study apa..hehe, n they wished us all da best..Mungkin rezki bulan Ramdhan..org alim doakan kita..

KIASU!! One main characteristic of the Russians are the ke-KIASU-an mereka..mengalahkan Singaporean. Kt Dhubai lg dh start buat hal..da stewardess called for passenger from seat 30-40 first to board da plane..but those cows wit other seats number blocked da way..x bg kitorg board da plane..hai, belum sampai Negara dia lagi dh buat hal..From da bottom of my heart..frankly, I hate da Russians-with da exception for Maxina, Kuznetsova, Veronica n Olga..lain2 bole jalan. To those planning to stay her

after graduation-ALL DA BEST..

Oh ya, somehow jumpa balik my long forsaken adik angkat from SMKAKS dulu tru adding an old friend..he wuz my jr in our elocution-debate team..now he’s in

Japan

doing his masters in protein modeling n cell signaling (don’t expect u guys to understand dat rili)..so Good Luck specky..

Hmmm penat ni, baru siap masak for buka…ada byk notes nk salin n byk test dat I missed dat I have to do after this..so pray for me k..

p/s: Babe, da world doesn’t revolve around u alone..so x payah nk perasan2 k. Happy fasting n happy ibadah making..

Thursday-sampai KL almost 6 0’clock in da morning ..then terus siap2 nk gi Convo Dowa..hehe!! I juz can’t miss tis..sampai2 jer

sumer

org dh masuk dewan..Thank GOD Dora’s mummy told da usherer’s dat I wuz coming a bit late..I wuz greeted like a VIP n straight away lead to da front row seat bcoz I have da VIP pass-Poyo seyh!! N of coz I got da best view utk tgk my dear friend naik stage..then granted Ikwan’s request to get Dora some flowers..later Dora treated me n her parents at Equatorial Hotel for lunch-Heaven guiller..actually it should be my treat..but I’m not working..later ek sista!! then on da way back singgah umah kak Diba..then my house..packed my things for a sleep over at Dora’s place..slept late dat nite coz we chat all nite long n did each other a make-over haha..da next morning when almost

noon

her mum came to da door and said “oit, tak nak bgn ker?” haha..

It was suppose to be only a one-nite of sleep over..but a lot of things came up, so will lepak her house until Monday coz wanna how she gives lectures in Unisel..kinda showing my support for her laa..went to a friend’s wedding on Saturday..da food wuz damn good n Atikah looks gorgeous..Kamal n Fandi-thnx for da ride..balik

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pening-stomach overloaded..I slept after asar until almost maghrib..bgn jer lalok semacam..haha..Sunday-mak Dora gave us a task-tolong masak kari ayam..waaaa!! if at my house I tau la nk budget..but Dora’s papa is a very health consious person..he’s 70 but he look younger than his age..I wuz cuak2 la nk masak wit Dora..in the end her father graded our cooking B- haha..sbb xde kuah!!..

Monday..departed from PJ at

7 am

..Dora drove to Unisel. Sampai2 jer I tot I saw my old teacher Pn Elina..n I went to tegor her la..but she-being herself as alwiz..n I swear-I’ll never tegor my old teacher again..huhu except from SMKGS..tq! Dora’s class was awesome..she’s gonna be a rili good lecturer n I’m not saying dat juz bcoz I’m her friend..MRSM style habis2an..Going home today..I miss my mummy, daddy n my catz already..so until I get back in

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I guess..bye!!

20th Aug 2007

I have to catch Prof.Rani before he leaves for Dhubai on Saturday..He’s my mentor for God Sake!! So took da bus to Kelantan on Thursday morning..actually comfort wise, since my mum juz had her hernia operation-we should take da plane..but she loves da journey..it’s been a year since we last went to Kelantan..but tis time we can’t stay long..my best fwen Dowa nk convo..furthermore-Prof wont be around..arrived in KB at about 6 sumthing..my friend Finie n Ku Asmarina picked us up then went straight to see my tailor-tempah baju..then dropped my mum to my friend-aisyah’s house. Her father-Dr.Zainal wuz da surgeon who operated on my mum’s hernia case..n aisyah’s Tok Mek is like my Tok Mek already hehe..sayang Tok Mek.I had to stay in the International House HUSM coz I have lotsa thing to do at da hosp..

Friday-Prof called me, but I wuz too sleepy to pick up da fon..when I called him back da next day he had to leave already, he said I can contact Dr.Norhayati or Dr.Ramizu for the attachment..I know these peeps already coz they were the HNS surgeons in our National Oral Cancer team. Called Dr.Norhayati straight away..rupa2nyer dier tgk dlm seminar..she asked me to join da seminar dat very afternoon..I wuz like..ErK!! nak gi cari durian ni..then missed pRof’s flight..in da end x dpt gak jumpa org tua tuh..sedey!!

Joined da seminar da next day (Sunday)..it was a Seminar on Head n Neck Cancer surgery..and we had tis speaker from Australian Craniofacial Institue-Dr Mc Lean..their discussion level was way very high..most of da time me, Nadya n Hazman were like wat? Ek? Bole ke? Oh camtu!..hehe nvm..it’s da exposure dat we need at tis stage..it’s not like we can rili cut a person already..and it’s a good thing we attended da seminar dat day..coz it’s like a prep to go into da O.T da very next day..actually on dat day itself mmg ader OT..but ENT case..I dun like to barge into sumthing I know nuts about n act smart..so better prepare first

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@12pm..c ya tomolo sayang!! N tonite we have cooking project 1-me n Nadya cooked ikan tenggiri masak asam pedas..hmm ore kelate ngoyak-BISO gak!!

Monday masuk OT..semangat giler laaa..takmo citer lebey, gambar pun x ley amik byk..before masuk scrub nurse dh sound..”actually tak ley amik gmbr dlm OT tau” ek ele..kemut mek nih..tak pe laa..yg ptg kita tau ape kita boleh buat

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tis morning..bestnyer!! Tonite-cooking project 2-Gulai cili padi ketam..org nogori kato-BISO BONAR!!

Tuesday settled my chores in da hosp..byk bende admin nk kena settle..my sayang will be here tis eve..kul

7.45pm

time dear..u’ll be rili tired ngn jet lag lg-cian dier..Alamak..Mak dah sibuk call tanyer biler nak amik dier..dier nak balik KL..haha.Went for bowling after dinner..then gi minum2 ngn my friends from HUSM..sume tgh wat masters..haha aku gak yang balik buat degree!!

Wednesday-tis is DA DAY!! Gonna meet my sayang today!! When my friend dropped me at KB..I straight away noticed dat familiar figure..Hi sayang!! pergi makan Nasi Ulam Cikgu at Karangkraf in KB itself..then lepas mkn only baru he asked me..”did u forget dat today’s my bday?!” YA ALLAH SOWI SAYANG!! Serious..I wuz juz so excited to meet him..celebrated his bday in a very simple way-one slice of SR cake for each of us..then main bowling..n it was time to send him back..Sedey!! tp xper..we’ll meet up again in KL before I leave for

Moscow

..thanx to Nadya n Edi for all their help-seriously!! N to Finie n Que for their hospitality..(wah,wah mentang2 duk dekat ngn spital)

Then picked my mum from aisyah’s place..then took da bus again to KL..me n my mum suka nite trip..so KL n Dora here we come..

Hmm..it’s been quite sumtime..me been a lil bz le gak..been travelling here n there..tis time my entry is more like a summary of wat I did da past few weeks..

It’ wasn’t dat bad la sgt practical in Pead’s Centre HKL..After dat crazy lady created a scene on my first day of practical..I fell sick-not bcoz of her sgt pun..I mmg dh demam dat day..and da ward dat I wuz attached to wuz an infectious disease ward..da next day me couldn’t get up..my temp wuz 39°C so my father drove me to da clinic..got a 2-day MC..then da very day I reported back in..I requested to be transferred to da UPM teaching ward..coz it was a clinical teaching ward for UPM meds..I like to learn sumthing from my 2 weeks stay there..rather than reporting in everyday but learn nuts n brag a lot bout it..(oopss!!)

Mangkuk balik KL dat day..had no ride to da loan payment centre..apa lagi, ajak dier laa..coz he had some quieries nak tanye da officer gak..I juz dowan to take da LRT anymore..I’m 26 already man!!..hehe then called Dora..dier nk gi UKM..so pegilah tgk UKM for da 2^nd time..ok la dah byk development..our stadium had tis Hotlink booth..sumthing “happening” wuz definitely happening then wireless coverage da whole campus..apa lg..oh ya, flat screen in every computer lab..nice new toilets..I feel like crying thinking of RSMU’s toilets went we get back there nnti..waaaa!! then pegi tgk baby rafiq again..but tis time at his granny’s..hmm he need’s our prayers peeps..be tough dear!!

Then sumwhere in da middle on da week..my travel agent called me nk passport size pics..nk urgent..but bgtau dh ptg..nasib baik mangkuk wuz there again to da rescue hehe..thnx bro!! we make gud friends

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..huhu!!

Then on 4^th went to da other shaz’s bday..da party was ok but wat rili lured me dat nite wuz da ridelaa..we rode a brand new 325i bimmer to da party thnx to Adina..haha!! living life to da fullest la kunun dat nite..hehe!!

Called Prof Rani on Monday, he juz got back from his conference..I wuz suppose to be in HUSM already but he’s been bz..gi Indon la buat Cleft Lip Annual Charity Operation etc..he said if I we’re to call him earlier..I could have joined dat project..nvm probably nxt yr ek prof..I look forward to it..then he said he’s suppose to live for Dhubai by Saturday..waaaa!! then I have to go to Kelantan A.S.AP..- to be continued..

What do we rili look for In a relationship?? Izit rili da true-masyuk love, da mushy words..da choking attention?..or juz plain-TRUST??..

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Dat true-masyuk guiller love could juz fade away in a blink of an eye when there’s no trust N u can be head over heels over tis one guy for years baby..but  becoz u dun trust him-U DON’T WANT TO END UP WIT HIM..

Da mushy words??-well no doubt every person in tis world like to be sweet talked to..n tis is when da sweet talkers came into the picture..causing the shoot ups in fon n internet bills..beside being heartbreakers..if they get paid for sweet talking, I’m sure they could all be billionaires.

Da choking attention?? u might not realize it until u rili cant breath!!..During high school maybe laa u like

ur

bf keeps bugging u during lectures n becomes angry when u reply the sms sms a bit late-DAT’S CHOKING MAN!! N obviously there’s not trust there!!

So for me..TRUST!! Especially among LDR’s couple..My baby dun have to bug me 24-7..I trust him n he trust me..we understand each others hectic condition but of coz da standard 3 words is a must to end each of our conversation wether by sms or fon..I love u baby, muuuuahh!!

Once upon a time..there was a sudu..eventhough sudu was a bit crooked at first, it was still used to eat char kuey teow..the good structure of da char kuey teow tried to fix da crooked sudu slowly..but at da same time, da sudu went “lebih sudu dari kuah” n lupa diri..went to look for mee goreng mamak-which when u want to eat it..u squeeze some lemon on it..so sudu (of not a rili good quality product of coz) got rusty..

Sudu stayed most of da time in mangkuk..in da search for it’s soul-pair, but it all came to dissapointment..bcoz sudu mmg lah dah crooked..then rusty plak tuh..Then senduk found sudu a pair from behind da kitchen..dat is garfu, which is also a bit rusty n oily..(dats y they match each other purrfectly)..bcoz no garfu of good quality would want to be paired wit a rusty sudu rite?..pluz u’ll give stomache to da user..

Any how..pity garfu, coz no matter what happens..sudu will gain more..bcoz of its structure-da sudu will cedok all da food for itself..n leave all da leftovers to garfu..garfu then will become rustier n be thrown away..sudu pun will face da same faith actually..but there’s alwiz senduk to back it up..so, we’ll see how far they go..

As for mangkuk..now sits on a high shelf n only allows pasta to be served in it..(n maybe sushi once in a while). .giving some space for it’s mate from

Europe

..hope there’s no prob wit da shipping process..n carefull not to slip from da shelf..coz it’ll break..muahahahaha!!

p/s: characters involved does not constitute to any of those dead or alive

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Hmm..it’s been a month since I stepped my foot on this sacred earth

Malaysia

..touched down on da 17th of June at 8.00 am..had butterflies in my stomach..tis is da first time I x balik Mesia for 1 year..MAN!! Saw my dad first..hugged him..waaa rase nk nanges..then went to the other side of de arrival hall coz mak thought I kuar from dat side..saw my apple of da eye..mak dah kurus n she looks so tired..sian dier..these are da peeps whose been sacrificing a lot for me..THANK YOU BABA n MAK..LOVE U GUYS SO MUCH!!..my bro pun ade..sampai2 jer terus gi makan nasi lemak sambal sotong..heaven guiller!! Then balik umah rehat..mlm went out for dinner-SEAFOOD MY FAV!! Terubat my cravings for months..

2^nd week in

Malaysia

..she’ll finish her Ph.d as well..and both of us will be called-DOCTORS..HAHA!! had a brief tour around UKM..major improvement-especially now it is first ranked in Malaysia..then had Nandos for dinner n visited baby Rafiq in SJMC..be strong baby rafiq..we all love u!!

Started my elective training in da 3^rd week..choosed da Peads Institute in HKL to do it. Well my first day didn’t go as well as others..there wuz tis old bitch-suppose to be one of da specialist laa..as da staff nurse was about to introduce me to her-straight away she asked “Why Russia?”..I said, well bcoz it’s affordable n dun think there’s any prob since we have JPA scholars n Mara’s there too..then she asked again, if u can rili afford it..y not go to

UK

housemanship!! ..then in da eve dat bitch cari psl wit me again about da stethoscope-eii geramnyer!! But thnx to her-now I can diff between rales n crepitations..huhu!!

Will be going over to HUSM end of tis month to join Prof Rani’s surgery team. Haven’t confirmed da date yet but most probably after da 28^th..will be accompanied by few mates..sori ler..x ley reramai.

I notice dat everywhere I go..there’ll be 2-3 DAWGS trying to ruin my plan..but aint nobody gonna break my stride-nobody gonna hold me down..prayers-so dat everything goes well.

Dat mangkuk from

UK

is back..hehe, more peeps for me to bug!! YEAY!!

my baby will be back by middle of Aug..waaa-so lil time left for us then..but will try my best to cherish every moment of it..until then..papai!!